For the New Souls.

My sisters wedding is in a week from today. I can't believe she's finally doing it, tying the knot. What an incredible day it is going to be, but it is also a dull reminder that time is passing us by so quickly. My future is very undecided at this point and all I really have is the present moment. I am enjoying my life with my amazingly wonderful boyfriend, who just so happens to also be my soul-mate. How cheesy do I sound. But that's the truth. I wrote about it 2 almost 3 years ago, and I'm writing about it again. Love. The only thing that is crucial for a person's survival. I was reading my previous posts about how I was unhappy because I was trying to be happy. And I couldn't understand the purpose of life. How everything seemed to be a competition and how everyone always told you that you need to 'become something of yourself'. You need to get a good career and make your life worth while. Well, I have come to terms with the fact that that is all just bullshit. Life is not about that nor did I want it to be back then. I was however scared to death that that was what my life would consist of. Until I met my soul-mate. He changed my outlook on life and guided me through my journey to 'find myself'. He doesn't quite know it, but I know it. Everything before him was a blur of mixed feelings about everything and everyone. What your parents, friends and teachers don't tell you is that love is not just about having a good and healthy relationship, but it's sole purpose in my opinion, is to interlock two hearts that have been longing for each other for so long, two souls if you will, and create one single being. I know that sounds like a load of complete crap, but it's the only way I know how to put it. It's not about money and social events and anything to distract you from your true purpose on this earth. But it is about finding love. Finding love within yourself, finding love within another person, or finding love through your passions. Whatever it is, love is the only thing that will not only guide you on the right path but will also be the end result to your journey. Congratulations to my amazing big sister, who have always believed in love.

Love,
Penny Lane